This Christmas

Dearest J,

Well I went to LA and bought 3 more tarot decks. Am I a bad Christian? Probably.

Anyways it’s Christmas, I let 2 people know (one ex-Muslim, one ex-Baptist) that I’m part of a monastic order and they really couldn’t wait to stop talking to me about it :) LOL!

I’m still unclear of my journey. I’m really confused, TBH. I’m still in astrology, I’m still into tarot, but I still find benefit in 12 steps and Christianity. I even went to a carol thing yesterday night to call in the 25th, officially. FOR REALZ.

I am considering (since Instagram has permanently deleted my account) of removing this site all together. It might be the time. It’s Christmas, AFTER ALL.

With love,

Fay <3